Crew Member Discloses Depression In the Wake of Wave of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
The researcher, who has focused her career on gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her scientific research and years of training to the historic significance of her roots – was buried under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following fulfilling her dream, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The fully automated New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also included leaders in various fields.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.